Something I have been thinking about for a decade or two….I realized that we are surrounded by artificial stuff bla bla bla. That’s one thing. I was thinking, just now (again), about information. That is what’s killing us. I know people have talked about this before. I don’t care. I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. My grandmother, her brother, my mom, and my brother. Then came a step-father and his two children. We all know how well that scenario REALLY turns out. A little physical, “playful,” fun. Pin the weaker one down and use your middle and index fingers to firmly, and swiftly tap the two slightly raised protrusions of bone at the clavicle, right near that squishy park of the throat. Hahaha…it’s so funny. Do this many times even though there were countless pleas to stop. – I guess I’m frustrated with the lack of supervision or perhaps intervention? The things that happen around 5,6ish to 13,14ish is a very delicate stage of development. I’m shirtless right now, and all I can do is keep re-living it. I have to put a shirt on because I can feel it and I just hate it so much.
Back to my original point, and more family stuff later as it oscillates throughout my skull. The information age hmm? A computer in every home, Mr. President? Did your wife put you up to that? o.o – We, in this time chunk, this period in time, we have kinda fucked ourselves over a bit. In pursuit of understanding and knowledge, some of us have started to view the world a bit different and it’s killing us. I am 32. I am right in the middle of all this generational horse jizz, Gen X this, Baby Boomer this, oooo Millennials are whiny babies. OMFG shut up.
This classification humans has never really panned out from what little of history I know has taught me. This search for information about everything has created an entirely different way we talk to each other, treat each other, reject and belittle each other, communicate with family across the sea, etc. There are goods and bads, as is with everything. – It really is just like what’s his face said in Jurassic Park. ‘Just because you could, you never stopped to think if you should.’ Loosely quoted because I don’t care to look up the full shebang.
I have (and will continue to do so) talked about my thoughts on our evolution. No one knew the consequences. I understand that. I respect the pioneers of our modern infrastructure and technology. Ideas turned into reality. The ones who saw what we would need in the future to keep the species going. Everything we do is essentially to keep us, the species going. ~If you haven’t thought of that, maybe take a couple minutes and let that soak in.~ People had needs, those needs were met. We will continue to try and make things more tolerable to the populous. Breed breed breed. No wasted seed. Everyone jerkin it, or banging someone that isn’t going to pop out a baby or two….those people….they aren’t helping us stuff the planet with fat little adorable babies. – Maybe we shouldn’t just be breeding for the hell of it? So short sighted everyone is. Resources used to feed and house all these assholes….where do you think they come from? Stuff is squashed and cut down and mined, melted, drilled, damned up, etc… we are changing and messing with the entire, fragile, global ecosystem. Maybe it’s time to think we can, but probably shouldn’t. I am not sure what my main point of any of this is. I just think and write I guess.